JRS Silent Retreat 2007
 - by Michael Joseph

I eagerly waited for the much needed silent retreat when I left home that Friday afternoon. I was preoccupied with so many things; work, family, commitments and so on that I really needed to quiet down for awhile and take stock of my life.

I went with a openness of mind and heart, hoping God would direct my spirit and experience him. Indeed! God showed me his abundant goodness and truly felt his loving presence!

My first glimpse of God's presence I felt when we visited the orang asli families. Looking at their poverty and simple way of life, I thought to myself how blessed am I to be living a comfortable life. I was personally touched and moved with emotions.

The spiritual exercises given by Fr.Colin were certainly enlightening and uplifted my spirit. I realized how important it is to get away from all my preoccupations and just be still and quiet, spending intimate moments with our Lord Jesus. I was totally connected with God and strengthened by his Holy Spirit. As I returned home I know I had to face the real world but assured that with in me and I in God nothing is impossible.

Lord Jesus, you said, if anyone wants to follow you, leave everything behind take up his cross and follow. Here I am, though it is not easy, I want to follow you. I give you all my will and my life. I surrender them. They are all yours. Nothing I possess can I claim them as my own. You gave them to me and I return them back to you for the glory of your name. I am sorry for the times I failed to love you and others. Forgive me and help me to return to you like the Prodigal son. Thank you and I love you! Amen!